feeling emo.......
i cant get to sleep, so here i am, pondering about lots of stuff.
the last few days were spent mostly at his place, helping him to clear/clean his room. it's freaking full of dust! but well, what do u expect from a room that's filled with junk that needs to be dumped?
anyway, while helping him to clear all his rubbish, i chanced upon many photos of him when he was younger. oh my gosh! he was freaking skinny during his sec/jc days! like really really skinny. boney to be precise.
well, of course there were other photos that i saw........ and yeah, wasnt really happy with what i saw, of course. that made me wonder, "why doesnt he take photos with me like that? and he was only with this girl for like, 3 months? ........... WAIT, he hardly initiates any 'photo taking sessions' with me! am i that 'special'?" and yeah, of course i tore the photos. and i didnt even have to ask him for permission. =p
oh well, what to do?
girls will always be girls.


















